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Got Crushed?

13 Jun

I have to admit that I waited on posting this because I found it super embaressing.  But then I realized, why have an anonymous blog if I can’t admit embaressing shit about myself??

To: Lela

From: Mickey

Sent On Jun 7, 2012, at 10:48 AM

so…. who is the longest running celebrity crush you have had? >> is it ricky martin? >> isn’t it weird to think about having a crush on someone for most of your life?? >>

Stewie Griffin head tilt

From: Lela

Sent: Thursday, June 07, 2012 11:09 AM

To: mickey

  Lmao @ crush. A crush is temporary.

 This is 25 plus years, therefor its more than a crush, its LOVE.

 Lol. I dunno that it’s weird. I mean maybe a little. You say weird, I say devoted.

 Who is your longest crush?

From: mickey

 Sent: Thursday, June 07, 2012 8:15 PM >

To: Lela

 No… crush doesn’t mean temporary > it’s “an object of infatuation, usually temporary” >

 but srsly, it’s wil wheaton. > starting in “stand by me” going on to Star Trek TNG, I even was totally into the movie “The Liar’s Club” because of him.

(which is apparently the movie that made him decide to quit acting) > you KNOW i fangirled about him on reddit, plus the Guild and big bang theory.

 I realized that because I have been rewatching “The Guild”  and Codex says “stupid cute gamer boy”… yea i totally agreed.  I was watching the BTS video for the picture of Team Cawkes and he was wearing his wedding ring the whole time, which is.. sorry, hot.  being all loyal to his wife of umpteen years and whatnot. taking care of the kids…. > lol, i’m ridiculous, i know.  but i think it’s pretty cool that he’s a good family man too. > i could give you a really embaressing list of guy I had crushes on when I was younger… when i think about it… really embaressing i think…. but i continued with him as I got older.

I am sure a lot of this has to do with age as well, unlike other ones who I found out where super older than me once I could find out about them *cough* Mickey from the Monkees* cough*cough*

  I dunno.. i find it really hard to find men hot based on looks alone.  I want them to be friendly or funny (funny gets me EVERY freaking time) or charming and intelligent….  i guess interesting…. on more than one level > heh > NO JUDGING!

Team Cawkes!! (as his kilt rises)

On Jun 9, 2012, at 4:44 AM, mickey wrote:

No follow up comment?  No snarky response?  IS THIS JUDGING?!

Nailbite Daryl

From: Lela

Sent: Saturday, June 09, 2012 4:50 AM

To: Mickey

Sorry!  I went to go sit for my PHR.  Then I failed and was depressed all day. 😦



From: Mickey
 To: lela
Sent: Monday, June 11, 2012 12:38 PM
Subject: ok i googled it
I’m sorry 😦 I knew you really wanted that

 don’t be depressed.

you’re awesome there’s no one else that I would love to have a pointless blog with 🙂 TBH, it really does cheer me up



so last night I had a greatdream.  we were in a Zombie Preparedness Camp heh (inspired by our convos??) one the bus ride there, yes we had to leave our cars and be bussed into a separate facility, guess who was there???? lol yes, my lifelong crush WW.  and we had a nice normal conversation where I called him a cute gamer boy, but in a totally not awkward way.  (cuz that’ll ever happen)

who i am around guys i dont like

I will reiterate that I did not want anything to happen, just was happy I had met him and he wasn’t douchey.  (nothing ruins a celeb crush like meeting them and them acting like an entitled ass) He was of course wearing his wedding ring (which i still think is awesome) and graciously accepted my compliment and that was it. (disclaimer:  I am fully aware that he may not be like this at all and am just projecting whatever I want in my head, but who cares?  something great about unrequited crushes on people I will never meet is that, none of it matters!  I can appreciate what I want and just leave it at that, but sorry…. back to the dream)

The facility was all glass except for the bedrooms and bathrooms, so not enough places to hide.  Pretty much we could always see out and anyone out could always see in.  Two people to a very small room, with bunk beds and the bathroom attached, no closets.

it looked kind of like this zombie bunker

Otherwise, the first night we were there we were all setting up the strategies for if/when “zombies” (camp workers dressed and acting like zombies) would breatk into out complex.  Since we were, of course, waiting for zombies, we were instead woken up in the middle of the night to deal with a were-car (yes i said were-car lol) and we had to distract it by dancing or it would “run us down”. …. it was an interesting dream.  I guess it was really to prepare us for any wierd supernatural event.


From: lela
 Sent: Monday, June 11, 2012 12:52 PM
To: mickey
Oh sorry.  It’s okay.  I have been depressed but all is well.  In other news I have an offer me a free cruise to the bahamas!